Winter time

My second favorite season would have to be winter. Why, you may ask?   Well, I love how the snow sparkles and clings to the trees making it look like a Winter Wonderland outside my window each morning. Winter for me is about fresh starts and making memories with the ones you love. Building snowmen, skiing, and sledding,! But most of all time spent with friends and family. Getting cozy up by fire with some oh so good hot cocoa and putting up the Christmas decorations while music plays in the background. Baking delicious treats all month long. Winter! It brings families together far and wide while Time stands still. One of my favorite things is to put on cozy sweaters and dance in the snow all season long. I wish you all a wonderful Christmas, Happy Holidays, and a great New Year! ~ Gean

A Bright Autumn morning

“Every leaf speaks bliss to me, fluttering from the autumntree.” “Notice that autumn is more the season of the soul than of nature.” “I’m so glad I live in a world where there are Octobers.” “I hope I can be the autumn leaf, who looked at the sky and lived.

Feeling lost

In life, you can feel lost at times for a little bit or for a long while and it can be frustrating. Feeling lost can be the result of a lot of things and being lost is not always bad. I’m lost at this time in my life because of coming out of a break up. Break ups are hard on everyone, not just one person. You have a right to feel sad, mad, lost, and forgotten. My feelings are so all over the place because it was the first time I was in love. I fell hard and loved even harder.  I opened my heart and my life to someone and I let my walls down for the first time with a guy.  And that was one of the hardest things to do. While in the relationship I was happy, loved, and free.  But I was always learning more about myself at the time too. The relationship was beautiful and loving and a wonderful one I will hold in my heart forever. You may be wondering what happened.  Well, in relationships you grow and learn from each other and sometimes the roads you take don’t end up going in the same direction anymore. At the time I was in a relationship I was going though a lot with my mom having cancer and learning things about myself. College was coming up and so much more. I felt lost at times. I felt I wasn’t good enough or my best self and that’s not a good place to be in because it’s depressing, hard, and sad. So I asked for a break but the break ended up being a break up and to me that was a little surprising, but like I said it’s not just about one person. He had a lot going on too with work and time, and his own things to work on. I support that I’m here for him I want nothing but the best for him in life. I was sad and mad and heartbroken because it ended so fast and I fought for him but in the end I was the only one fighting and I had to let go. I am still letting go.  It’s hard, but it is life. Because climbing the mountain will be a journey and sometimes you will fall.  But trust me when I say I’m getting back up again and making it to the top because life’s a climb but the view is worth it. Life is a mountain that we are climbing in different ways and on the way to the top we go on different journeys with people, friends, and family but in the end we always make it to the top stronger and as our best selves to see the view.
I feel free, I feel loved, I feel happy. Most of all I found self love.  I forgive and I heal.  Life is long and beautiful so I am ready for more adventure.

~ Gean

This is me

My name is Gean.  I’m 21 and a small town girl. I love the outdoors and having the cozy sunshine on my face. I enjoy photography, reading, and going on adventures though life. I’m an old soul who has been around for awhile who has seen the most beautiful moments in life, and the saddest too. I go on. I climb the hardest mountains even when people say I don’t have any experience or I’m not gonna make it. I will always learn from my mistakes, get up, and try again because I know one day I will be at the top of that mountain.   I’ll be looking over the world and seeing what a beautiful and wonderful view it is, and what a beautiful adventure it was to get there. So never give up on your dreams, be yourself, and live life with love, peace and happiness.